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Medium: Films
Fandom: Thor/The Avengers
Subject: Thor/Loki
Title: Aftermath
Notes: The third and final part of a series of fanmixes featuring these two. I'd like to think this one follows the evolution of Thor and Loki's relationship from the ending of Thor through The Avengers, and sort of follows Loki's spiral into madness as well. Here, we see a Loki who has gone from "I am vaguely jealous of you" to "I WILL PEE ON EVERYTHING YOU LOVE," and angst, angst, angst.
Warnings: Non-fraternal relations may or may not be implied. Mostly feels and rage, though.







01 CARNIVAL OF RUST | poets of the fall
Implication, insinuation and ill will,
Till you cannot lie still
In all this turmoil,
Before red cape and foil come closing in for a kill

[Don't walk away when the world is burning]

02 SOME RIOT | elbow
A friend of mine grows his very own brambles,
They twist all around him till he can't move
Beautiful, quivering, chivalrous shambles
What is my friend trying to prove?

And it's breaking my heart to pour like the rain
Brother of mine, don't run with those f*ckers.
When will my friend start singing again?

03 BROKEN PROMISE | placebo (feat. michael stipe)
I'll cry about this,
And hide my cuckold eyes
As you come off all concerned
And I'll find no solace
In your poor apology
In your regret that sounds absurd

I'll wait my turn to tear inside you
Watch you burn
And I'll wait my turn to terrorize you

04 I STILL LOST | dommin
It all started with the chase
I was running in place
Always striving and straining
And never obtaining
What should have been mine
From the beginning

Love, trust
Crushed to dust
And I gave you everything that I had
And I still lost

05 A DANGEROUS MIND | within temptation
It's in your eyes, what's on your mind
I fear your smile and the promise inside
It's in your eyes, what's on your mind
I fear your presence, I'm frozen inside

[There is no mercy just anger I find]

06 DEAD STAR | muse
Harm is coming your way
It's coming your way
And you used to be everything to me
And now you're tired of fighting

07 DANCE WITH THE DEVIL | breaking benjamin
Trembling, crawling across my skin
Feeling your cold dead eyes, stealing the life of mine
I believe in you, I can show you that
I can see right through all your empty lies

08 WHAT HAVE YOU DONE | plan three
All the stories are over
Chapters are done
All this chaos around me
Always alone

Why did I see burning fires in your eyes?
How could you let me end up in this?

09 SOS (ANYTHING BUT LOVE) | apocalyptica
The darkest corners of my mind are yours
That's where you live
That's where you breathe
So go on and fight me
Go on and scare me to death

10 BLUE EYES | within temptation
It's burning me up inside
Lost all my tears, can't cry
No reason, no meaning
Just hatred
No matter how hard I try
You fear the beast inside
It's growing, it's waiting
Just to hurt you

11 CRASHING AND BURNING | cinema bizarre
Stop all your acting out
For this performance
I take a bow
You, you, could've had it all
Now you are playing a fallen star

12 BREATH | breaking benjamin
This will be all over soon
Pour salt into the open wound
Is it over yet? Let me in

So sacrifice yourself and let me have what's left
I know that I can find the fire in your eyes
I'm going all the way, get away, please

You take the breath right out of me
You left a hole where my heart should be
You got to fight just to make it through
Cause I will be the death of you

13 I DON'T CARE | apocalyptica
I try to make you see my side
Always try to stay in line
But your eyes see right through
That's all they do
I'm getting tired of this sh*t
I've got no room when it's like this
What you want of me, just deal with it

If you were dead or still alive,
I don't care
And all the things you left behind,
I don't care

14 BROKEN | firewind
It's breaking my heart to see you walking throught the night
It's breaking my heart to see you fall, no one in sight
It's breaking my heart, you feel you've given up the fight
It's breaking my heart when you can't see what's wrong or right

15 NEVER, EVER | hammerfall
Saw your love for me vanish in a single moment of stupidity
Nightmare this may be, but it is not a dream
I want to scream; a broken heart still bleeds

Never ever talk, never ever smile
Knowing that my life won't be the same
Never ever touch, never ever feel
I will never hear you call my name…again

16 WASTED TIME | skid row
Paranoid delusions they haunt you
Where's my friend I used to know
He's all alone
He's buried deep within a carcass
Searching for a soul

Can you feel me inside your heart as it's bleeding
Why can't you belive you can be loved?

17 COLD [ACOUSTIC VERSION] | crossfade
Looking back at me I see
That I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in
Things I cannot win

What I really meant to say
Is 'I'm sorry for the way I am'

18 SAY MY NAME | within temptation
Say my name
So I will know you're back
You're here again for a while
Oh, let us share
The memories that only we can share
Together

Tell me about
The days before I was born,
How we were as children

You touch my hand
These colors come alive
In your heart and in your mind

19 THE LAST LOVE SONG | asp
How can you ask whether I still love you?
you know there will be no answer as we know that I do
Some mistakes one never wants to learn from and he can’t
didn’t you listen, didn’t you care, won’t you understand?

I got a song for the fools
Running, I was running through the rain
Running, always running, all in vain

ZIP file here: http://www.sendspace.com/file/0526ol



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Comments

bloodonmyfangs
May. 30th, 2012 08:34 am (UTC)
I probably already own half the tracks on these three T/L mixes of yours, but I adore your song choices and just reading through the lyrics now absolutely tore me apart.

*downloads*

Thank you for compiling these. They sound so amazing, and I'll probably be a wreck of feelings after actually listening to them too. <3
girl4edwards04
Jun. 2nd, 2012 12:08 am (UTC)


Aajsdhlakjshdlkajsdh thank you. <3 It's so lovely to have lovely people to share my feels with. XD I think this one hurt the most to compile, TBH. I had to stop every few minutes and screech at the screen "WHY WAS I GIVEN EMOTIONS??!!" XD

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